You have no idea how hard it was for me to write this, you’re the writer, not me. Still, I pushed my worries aside and put my pen to paper, not lifting it off until my entire heart lay out on the page.
These past years have been the best years of my life because you have been there with me. I know right, very corny and cliché, but the truth normally is. I would be nothing without you standing here beside me right now.
That first day that we met in WOAK, I have to admit baby, I thought you were a right prick. However, as the days went on and we grew closer to one another, I saw you in a different light. You are so kind and so sweet, Luke. You’re so funny, so intelligent, so everything! You always know how to cheer me up, you’re always there when I need you and I love everything about you Snyder. You never let a moment pass you by, and you’ve taught me to do the same. Because of you I am enjoying my life more than ever as I am no longer afraid to take a risk.
I took a risk with you and I’ve never regretted it. Back in that office when you were sorting out my tie so I could go to dinner with my dad and my girlfriend… Christ how things have changed! I knew that the consequences would be horrific, especially with my dad. I really hated the fact that I hurt Maddie and my dad hurt you, but I am glad I took the risk, leapt off that bridge and found you waiting at the bottom to catch me.
That kiss was not only the best kiss I’ve ever had, but the beginning to my new life, a life where I didn’t need to hide, or be frightened, and a life where I had you. That is all that matters to me now Luke, despite all the crap we’ve been through, we’ve always emerged together.
I know I was a jerk to you on many occasions, especially when I was blinded, but I never once stopped caring about you. My feelings never changed, but we did. I know everything that happened with Reid shook our relationship to the core and wrenched a massive whole through both of our hearts, mostly yours. But, I will never let you get hurt like that again Luke and I am so glad you took a chance by buying a ticket to LA, to me. Thank you for giving me that chance baby, I love you.
That is why I asked you to marry me Luke and that is why I am standing here right now in front of all our friends and you’re … well I guess, our family, telling everyone just how I feel.
I love you, Luke, and no one would ever be able to change that. I am so glad you said yes. I love you, forever and always baby.