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Luke finds the letter Noah wrote him on New Year's Eve 2008 and plans a surprise.
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New Year's Eve by Bijou PG
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08/16/17 09:15 pm
❤️Ten Years!❤️ Just spent a lovely time reading - and I have already spotted a couple of fics I have not read before which are next up on my reading list!
08/15/17 11:22 pm
Luke and Noah's first kiss happened on this day 10 years ago! I know lots of fans got hooked on the story because of that episode so happy anniversary, fandom!
08/15/17 11:12 pm
Sorry about that latest spammer, guys. I've taken every measure I can find to prevent spam & it has definitely reduced it but there doesn't seem to be a 100% fix.
07/25/17 04:18 am
Been a while and I come in to find all these lovely layouts... and 10 year! Thanks for all the hard work.
07/14/17 11:56 am
The mail system is fully switched now. So my email & all site emails are working!
07/13/17 03:25 pm
Hi guys, I'm making some changes to how email on this site works. While things are switching over, my email and this site's auto emails may not work. It should take a few hours max.
European Orchid
07/05/17 01:52 am
New spam account is locked and reviews will be removed. Happy tenth aniversary Nukies! This site AND TONYA rocks and I love you guys to bits!
06/15/17 09:45 pm
Ten years...wow! Very cool Tonya - thank you. I look forward to exploring the new layouts!!
06/14/17 05:34 pm
I hope you all like the new layouts! :)
06/06/17 10:39 am
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Name: troncosoxl (Signed) · Date: August 27, 2016 08:39 pm · For: Chapter 27
i looove this story. too bad you didnt finished it.

Name: troncosoxl (Signed) · Date: August 27, 2016 05:44 pm · For: Chapter 1
i was hooked since the first chapter.

Name: Seajellybaby (Signed) · Date: November 16, 2013 07:11 pm · For: Chapter 27
Would adore another chapter of this amazing story :-)

Name: mama bear (Signed) · Date: September 24, 2013 08:09 am · For: Chapter 27
I love this story! The emotion you write with amazes me! Please continue to share your beautiful talent with us!

Name: timlar08 (Signed) · Date: August 25, 2013 08:47 pm · For: Chapter 27
OMG, how beautiful... Can't wait for the next chapter to come out...

Name: Valenti1965 (Signed) · Date: August 10, 2013 02:09 pm · For: Chapter 27
Such a sad time for Luke. My heart breaks for him :-(

Name: Honeybee (Signed) · Date: July 24, 2013 01:53 pm · For: Chapter 26
This is just a magnificent story, and I am so glad you're continuing. I love the complicated emotional layers you're building, and I am anxiously awaiting a payoff.

Name: mrdavida (Signed) · Date: July 20, 2013 12:18 pm · For: Chapter 27
Even prior to reading this chapter, my thanks for a re-committment to this story. You are the best...

Name: JTKirkA (Signed) · Date: July 18, 2013 03:12 pm · For: Chapter 27
This is a really good story, very well developed. Sad and yet uplifting too. I can see how Noah and Luke can help each other heal...write faster!

Name: European Orchid (Signed) · Date: July 18, 2013 11:35 am · For: Chapter 25
In a way, I'm grateful for Noah's alcohol poisonig, since it saved him from being raped by Carl the creep.

You describe the horror of addiction and loss of control so well. My heart breaks for Noah. So glad he'll be receiving help soon.

Name: European Orchid (Signed) · Date: July 18, 2013 11:20 am · For: Chapter 23
Your vivid depictions of Luke and Noah's grief and loss make some of these chapters a challenging read. But that, to me, is precisely what makes this good.

I really appreciate you not taking the easy way out and glossing over this part. The pain I feel comiserating with these two men is earned and honest, as is this story.

Name: hollyoaks1021 (Signed) · Date: July 18, 2013 06:29 am · For: Chapter 27
I'm glad Luke was finally able to meet with Kevin's parents knowing they knew about him and Kevin and the talk Matt had with Luke on the porch was heart warming. Think you'll have me in tears with Kevin's letter to Luke in the next chapter.
So glad to see you started to write again. It's been too long. Take care.

Name: European Orchid (Signed) · Date: July 18, 2013 05:22 am · For: Chapter 14
Honestly, this broke my heart.

The notion that a person isn't allowed to visit somebody they love, somebody who needs them and their support, just because a bureaucratic organisation doesn't recognise their relationship, will never not piss me off, temendously.

Name: European Orchid (Signed) · Date: July 18, 2013 05:15 am · For: Chapter 13
Again you do so well at combining two perspectives!

Noah slipping into alcohol dependency. He's not a binge drinker; that sounds more lik Luke's thing. But Noah almost unnoticably losing control and surrendering himself to the numbness this budding addiction brings, that I buy. You make this a really credible process.

And then there's Kevin, losing control and slipping away from life, from Luke, with Luke slipping into despair over what is happening.

You've tied this chapter together thematically, so well. Kudo's!

Name: European Orchid (Signed) · Date: July 18, 2013 04:45 am · For: Chapter 10
Your depiction of Noah's sense of loss is very recognisable, not just for me, but for most people who have lost someone, I'm sure. I'm lucky to never have lost somebody as close to me as Maddie was to Noah, but you do a great job of making me feel his pain.

It's a bit like being in the room with him, and like Gabe, I imagine most readers (me among them) just want to wrap him in a comforting hug (oh, and beat up the Colonel. Is that wrong of me? LOL)

Name: European Orchid (Signed) · Date: July 18, 2013 01:40 am · For: Chapter 5
I like the contrast between these last two chapters. Luke is all to aware someting is missing in his relationship with Kevin, but tries to gloss over it. Noah is not aware of how hard he's been trying to overcompensate, his denial runs deep. Nice touch.

Name: European Orchid (Signed) · Date: July 18, 2013 01:28 am · For: Chapter 3
Nice touch, putting a blizzard in the flashback. I have a feeling that wasn't the last time it acted as an instrument of fate....

Name: European Orchid (Signed) · Date: July 18, 2013 01:21 am · For: Chapter 2
I'm catching up on this story, reading all of it in one go.

Really enjoying it so far! I like how you take your time to set the scene for us and establish these characters and/in their surroundings.

In your author's note for this chapter you mention feeling "very nervous" about this story. No need at all for that IMO, this is pretty damn good!

Name: mrdavida (Signed) · Date: July 17, 2013 05:54 pm · For: Chapter 27
Hooray...you are back....look forward to looking forward to more as/when the creative juices flow. Thank you, Mr. Buddy

Name: Seajellybaby (Signed) · Date: July 17, 2013 04:31 pm · For: Chapter 27
You are going to have killed me by the end of this story but god do I love how you write it! It's so detailed and special beyond belief! Thank you!

Name: renatajn (Signed) · Date: July 17, 2013 06:07 am · For: Chapter 27
I can not believe it!! I have not read the latter, but I'm beaming!!

Name: txnoahfan (Signed) · Date: July 17, 2013 04:07 am · For: Chapter 27
Glad to see a new chapter posted, thanks for continuing with this story. Still so sad but all part of the grieving process. Looking forward to whatever comes next.

Name: mama bear (Signed) · Date: June 16, 2013 12:09 am · For: Chapter 26
Please finish this amazing story!

Name: renatajn (Signed) · Date: February 19, 2013 04:51 am · For: Chapter 26
please i need more chapters!! Move on please!

Name: hollyoaks1021 (Signed) · Date: December 11, 2012 02:30 pm · For: Chapter 26
What a sad chapter and at last.. the letter. That was the first thing I ever read from this story. Still get choked up when I read it.
How touching that Luke went to see Snowflake and Sunshine and that they somehow knew Kevin had gone and that Holden knew that Kevin was going to ask for Luke's hand. Awwww.

A truly wonderful chapter

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